maybe i should just give up. i no it wont ever be the same. i think it will happen but i no it wont. i dream and i think and i wonder. but nothing really ever happens when you think it. maybe i should just give up.
i hate it when you plan something out two weeks before and your really excited about it and cant wait and then at the last second something fucks up and then you cant go anymore yer i really hate when that happens cause then i go into mental break down and start being depressed and hate my life and shit ...
i have nothing better to do with my life other then sit here and write this and obsesse over bands yer thats pretty much what i do and whenever im out im mainly at a gig or somewhere in the city yer the city the best place to be i hate being anywhere else!